I’m so much like you…so much more than you know. And I wanted to tell you as we sat in that hospital room but I couldn’t…I couldn’t disappoint you…at least not yet.
I don’t even know what to say or how I feel…my best friend..you’ve lost yourself and you can’t find your way back. I don’t know what I’m suppose to do with myself if you’re gone…when you’re gone. I don’t have anyone else like you. You’re one in a million. I can’t handle knowing and feeling the pain you’re in. I’m so scared. I don’t know what’s going to happen and I don’t know when things will get better…I just need you here. I can’t live without you so please don’t make me… :’( <3 I just want to write and write and just wish so hard that everything will be okay. tonight is the first night I pray in a very long time. I love you so much, please be okay.
I can’t always be everything you want me to be.
I can’t even begin to explain how happy I am. I’m super stressed out at work and with ‘friends’, and my hormones are wonky as fuck, but I’m one happy girl. I’ve finally found someone who treats me like I deserve to be treated. :) Done with all the haters, I’m just keeping my head held high.